Directly related to my earlier post:

How many times
Can I push it aside
Is it time I befriended all the ghosts of all the things that haunt me most
So they leave me alone
Move on with my life
Be certain the steps of left and right don't fight the direction of upright

I'd rather forget and not slow down
Than gather regret for the things I can't change now
If I become what I can't accept
Resurrect the saint from within the wretch
Pour over me and wash my hands of it

It's time to decide
Which is out of my mind
Cause it'll be me unless I put some thoughts to rest and leave some faults behind
I'll watch the glint in my eye
Shine off the spring in my step
And could be blinding depending on the amount of You that I reflect

Cause I could spend my life just trying to sift through
What I could've done better but what good do "what if's" do
Oh oh
Oh oh

There's something I should tell you now

Devastation and Reform

Isaiah 43:18-19

A verse given to me more than a month ago.

I had been searching all this while,

of all the things in my past.

It had to be this.

And in the end it's nothing but
The shell of what I had when I first started

A cup or two?

I can never get my estimation of food portions right. I either cook too much or too little. especially rice. I can never remember exactly how much rice i can eat at once. And two cups of rice is really a lot of rice. Nevertheless I had delicious lamb stew to eat it with. especially with all that delightful gravy. No pictures this time I'm afraid. But you can go have a look at my earlier post.

Did anyone else notice the heavy advertising by Microsoft in HIMYM S6E04? I mean, whoever have seen a lappie with a Microsoft logo? And bing maps suck. Stick to Google maps. It can save your life.

Anyways, tomorrow it's do or die. My semester-long battle with MMM132 (Management) will soon be over. Wish me luck. Or blessings if you don't do luck.